"Now you sing to me and I still don't believe, that you wanna waste some time with me. Let me sing to you just sit here don't move, I just wanna waste some time with you."
These are lyrics from Saint Asonia's song Waste My Time... Chad sent me a link to the song earlier when we were talking about our weekend and he told me that he hoped that I had a good time and I said of course I had because even though were didn't do anything super exciting it didn't mean that just spending time with him wasn't exciting for me. Any time that I get to spend with him whether we do anything is always nice. In the past few hours since being sent that song, it really is just impacting to me for some reason and I can't stop listening to it.
I am going off on a tangent, oh well, no one reads this anyway I'm sure. If they do they probably don't even know who I am...
Really though, all I can think about right now is how amazing it is to have the kind of relationship that he and I have. We act like we have been together for years when we have only been together for months. I think that comes with having known each other for like over two years (I'm talking like really actually spoke to each other known each other, not known known each other because hell we have known OF each other since high school, but this friendship/relationship didn't start until 2013 around September or October).
Really though, our relationship is one that is probably much more mature than normal ones that are at the stage ours is - a little over four months. As he said, he would think that some people that we know who are even engaged to their significant other would be somewhat jealous of how well we coexist with each other. We have absolutely no trouble cooking dinner and watching YouTube videos on a Friday night, turning around ordering pizza delivery and playing video games Saturday, then spending Valentine's doing grocery shopping and having Taco Bell for lunch. We don't have to do anything super special ever, just being able to be with the other seems to be enough. We have no trouble just "wasting each other's time" together.
It is nice to have someone who you can lounge in sweatpants with and doesn't judge you when you want to wear you anti-candy hearts dress even though you are only going to Target. Someone who constantly reminds you that they love you and someone who constantly is telling you that they are proud of you. It is a great feeling to have someone who is 100% for sure in your court, and will be there with you through things. Someone who is there to remind you that sometimes you really aren't as bad as you think that you are. Find someone who makes you feel comfortable... there is a saying about how you should let go of the person who constantly is making you feel butterflies and to find the person who makes you feel safe. In a sense I think that makes perfect sense, while the butterflies are a definite thing and may even happen in a relationship that is going to make you feel safe, feeling safe and feeling cared for, and feeling like someone is going to always be there for you when you need to vent or you need someone to just chill on the couch with is the most amazing feeling. That is the kind of person that you need. That is the kind of person who does a really good job at sticking with you through a whole number of things. Believe me. ♥
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