January 28, 2014;

I have been so lost these last few days.  There has been so many things happening that I really don't even really want to talk about it all. 

There has just been a lot of things happening with both me and friends and I just don't even know.  Everything is okay now, but especially the last probably two or three days have just been really stressful which is why I haven't been posting.  I am trying to keep everything in my life in the best order that I can so that means that I avoid a few things like posting in my blog.

Anyway, I got about six hours of sleep and almost didn't wake up this morning to my alarms.  I was really tired because the night before I only slept for about four hours or so.  But I did wake up and got dressed and went to my 8:30 Religion class.  My teacher was making me laugh he was asking, "Is water soft or hard?" and we all just kind of stared at him like a typical 8:30 in the morning class and he just was like "It's soft right, you don't get knocked down when you shower, have to hold onto the shower head," and he made a like motion of falling down and reaching up for the shower head.  Then he goes, "though that would be pretty funny.  I wish I could figure out a way to shoot marbles out of a shower head, just to see what people would do."

I don't know that class is just crazy because he's a little bit crazy but I rather enjoy it.

After that I came back to my room and made myself a bowl of cereal, almost spilled it on my bed, but I didn't! Then I really haven't done anything since then.  Just sitting around, talked to Sara a little bit, texted Chad a little bit.  I have Art History in two hours and sometime between now and then I need to go and eat lunch.  Then I work at five tonight.

I just don't know right now.  I feel like my life is on track but at the same time on the verge of de-railing.  I will be okay though, I know that. Which is why I am going to post the one quote that makes me realize everything is going to be okay.

"On particularly rough days when I'm sure I can't possible endure, I like to remind myself that my track record for getting through bad days so far is 100% and that's pretty good." - Anonymous